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Saturday, October 10, 2009

Sat, 10 Oct 2009 17:12:32 GMT

Shifted.
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Random.

Wed, 07 Oct 2009 17:10:23 GMT

Just felt like blogging, hasnt been doing things like this for long like random post.
so today... went school for YLC's briefing! Reaaaaally excited for it like idk why but yahhh! it's my first & Im sure it's gonna be good! In charge of dinner&Games with pammmm! <3 discussed the deco & stuffs, interesting much. Halloweeeen leh! hahahah our tribe's gonna be adam's family it's so funny! zizah says my character (wednesday) doesnt smile much! I hope I can but it's gonna be a challenge for me ohmahgawd i hope i can control my laughter somehow hahahahahhaa! - deng deng deng deng (snap snap) ok that was the tune for adam's family hehehehe!

Went to JP to find mummy for dinnnnner had taiwan food! the lu rou fan was nice, the rest was good too! I cant wait t go twwwww, omg but uncle says the best time is october you know! got school lah deh~ :( & over dinner I was talking about cor gg bkk! den mummy asked me t ask her to take down all the shopping places & her hotel! Im sooooo eggcitedddddd for bkk trip like seriously <3

I love grp 3333333 <3 omg the mass conv just now was sooooo funny! teacher bra's brandon hahahaha! cant wait for dinner with them on friday <3 & staying over in sch tmrrrrr! im sure its gonna be fun though brandon's gonna go catwalk somewhere else but hehe! :D

&oh, I cant wait for church this saturday. I miss celllll, I miss talking to whix like really! I miss service :D :D
God Bless all of you for the rest of the week! If there's anything that happened this week that made you sad, dont worrrrry & be happppppppy okok! <3 cast your worries to God, He hears you :)

&ohohoh, jians coming bck really soon I think... I really dont know anything so can please dont ask me anymore when is he coming back, I only know soon according to his tweet! hahahaha! aww that boy, miss him righttttt y'all! me too :(

<3 <3

SL camp!

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 13:51:14 GMT

One of the most awesome camp I ever been to!! :D
The people I meeet, the people around me are really so awesome! Idk how to describe how much fun I had during this whole camp but I was really glad! Im so gladdddd to know everyone that I meet during this camp! :) LOVE APACHES TTM! Throughout the whole 2 days we've been together, the times we spent together are really something I treasure a lot <3 every single one of you in apaches is really so awesome! :D
Throughout the whole time of cheering together, playing those games, mass dance I could really feel this love that bonded us together so much :D & also thank God for the Loft it's sooooo comfortable! so much better than sleeping in sleeping bags like Seriouslyyyy though the air con was toooo cold hahahhaa! :D

&oh one more thing I really thank God for throughout this whole camp was the night prayer meet on both days, it was so awesome on how we witness God's presence with us each time, & t see so many of us in our midst that loves God as much as I do, I was really amazed & this really strengthened my faith a lot on praying for my marketplace!
& also! thank God for dionel! It's been sometime since I caught up with a fellow fairsian to talk about fairfield & all, & dionel you're really very nice to get along with! I def still rmb the grad day when we sat beside each other & go about trying to pronounce people's name which are like so long, talking bout chapel services & hahaha PT when you were in my group how much fun we all had in the group! I really like PT alot this time round! though we all laughed too much! I was so thankful for this group! <3
Corrinne says School of Engineering you learn about Engines & makan place sells main course, she's super cuteeee! <3 hahahaha!

I really so can't wait for RED camp manz! to see how Apaches gonna bomb the whole CC with our thundering voices hahahahhaha! Love our cheers too though hehehe! :D &I love love love our tribe identity, it's so boho style hehe! All in all, Im so blessed with these people around me & Im sure this friendship will lastttt, ahhhh miss you guys already :( but well, thurs! staying overnight for filming I really can't wait hehe! <3

Briefing for YLC4 tmr! Another camp that I can't-wait to go for once school starts! zizah was saying how much fun we will get through YLC! && grp3 dinner on fri yayyyy TTM <3 miss the ambs!
& oh! me gonna be tribe photographer during RED camp! hahahaha like photography just dont really link to sihui, but well, I love taking photos whats more about taking others' photos <3

WHAT CAMP?
(RED CAMP 6!!!)

I Love HK! <3

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 08:29:09 GMT

So, I've been back for a few days but been pretty lazy to update haha! Hongkong trip was fruitfullll! It was really good considering it's me&jiejie's first solo trip overseas together! we walked till we wanted to cry hahahha kidding lah! First time we actually really felt tired shopping like seriously, when it's just 8pm our legs & back were alr breaking-.- till we saw omg it's only 8 we told ourselves we can do it & continued shopping HAHAHAHA! it's just crazy lahhh the whole trip!
The stuffs are cheap, the food are sooooo good we really love! considering we actually researched all the yummy food in hongkong! hahahaha!
Bought a lot of stuffsss! we didnt take photos of our loot cos we were too tired to even do so-.- when we reached back to the hotel, we took everythin out from the big bag we brought a long to throw all the stuffs in & packed nicely bathed & sleep. (I mean my sister was doing that, I alr zonked out-.-) HAHAHAHA! it was THAT tiring like seriously. bought a lot of stuffs, but I thought it was still okay cos we didnt had a lotttt of time to go more places!we got lost a few times, the map was our best friend HAHA! the streets all looked damn similar-.-
The people in hongkong are very friendly so that's good! & the guys there dressed up really well! I mean maj not allllll hahaha! the stuffs at mongkok was WOW cheap& good! I finally got my jack union pumps! for $18 sin when they sell it double the price bck here in singapore, good steal seriously! the studded vest, shirt dresses, denim leggings, H&M stuffs, bag a lot of accessories! omg i loveee the jack union ring we got it's cheap&sooo pretty I love! <3 & the best was the arnold palmer's polo tees & jacket coat, it's so damn cheap compared to singapore! bought a red one & jiejie got a black one which looked a lil like fred perry's but it's very nice!

Aiyah I also dont know how to yak on about how nice hongkong was, miss all the fooood! especially Australia dairy's macaroni soup plus the superrrrrrrr damn good scramble egg omg! & the ji dan zhai & the cold noodles in mongkok it was heavenly yummy we ate at least 2 times when we went bck to do shopping!! :( aww, we said we'll go back hongkong again yay!!! :D Mummy says bkk nxt year I so cant wait for it like damn seriously :D

Thank God for the gooooood news in our family once again! really thank God so much so much, I know there's nothing for us to worry about cos it's all in the hands of God, he assured me this right from the start & thank you Lord for being so faithful, You're realllllly so so so so wonderful that Idk how to describe beyond words about my appreciation towards your love towards us, thank you father :)

THE FOOOOOOD WE ATE, got more I think...

Gonna go sunset way for dinner soon! shall blog about the oh so awesome SL camp later! :D

Hongkonggggg!

Wed, 30 Sep 2009 00:19:09 GMT

Gonna board the plane in a few minutes timeeee! being nothing-better-to-do to use the comp here to blog HAHAHA!

will be back in a jiffy & I MISS APACHES :(

Byeeeee all you darlings, im gonna miss you all :(

&cor&yuks so sweeeeeeeeet, they wanted to send me off but cor's sick-.- haha! still, you xin jiu hao I understand <3

Please pray for me&my sissy for journey mercies & protection throughout this whole trip!

BYEEEE<3

Your love has lifted me higher~

Sat, 19 Sep 2009 16:39:14 GMT

I FEEEEEEEEEL SO REFRESH! :D
Last week's ps khong's sermon was about doing quiet time daily to be fresh with God! &Ive been doing my own faithful quiet time with Him everyday, it's indeed refreshing like you know your whole day's gonna be damn good cos God's there :)
Todays service was extraordinarily awesome tooo! Paradise Band came to lead worship & Ps Ashley led sermon! WORSHIP WAS WOW totallllly! Ps Ashley's sermon was DOUBLE WOW. Whatever that was preached just make so much so much sense like totally, I could totally feel myself moving with the spirit while listening to ps ashley! (& I was telling whix how i think ashley is a very nice name! hahaha! & his eldest son very handsome-.-) hahahha!

Anyway, it was about "PRAISE COMES FIRST" the 10 points that was shared was WOW.
1. Praise protects the dream&the dreamer
2. Praise protects you when you are vulnerable
3. Praise puts pressure on the problem
4. Praise births authority
5. Praise was chosen by God to welcome the new day
6. Praise was chosen to attack the enemy first
7. Praise says we expect to win
8. Praise declares my destiny is in His hands
9. Praise is the cure for discouragement & depression
10. Praise releases the power of God

Praise is when we believe that God is in charge. I really loveeeeeeee service today! I love the fact that we're back at TCT cos it's nearer & we're more home in a sense! love FCBC seriously <3 & anyways, we were alllll singing at the top of our lungs to "You are my God" at the end of the service & all, it was so awesome!
Thank God for this new day! <3

About a weeks time to a super hectic week next weeeeek! or rather the following! SL camp & straight to hongkong! <3 cant wait seriously!! gonna start packing! excited much hehehe! :D

I miss this 2!

Lingxy & Sam!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAN! <3

Wed, 16 Sep 2009 15:29:44 GMT

Happy 24th Birthday Jiannnnnnnn!<3
Omgomg, you're 24 already haha!
May this year's birthday be a super blessed one! I know you want a baby taylor, but very expensive you mei you~ & I know you've gotten a polaroid(which is what I wanted too-.-) hahahahhaha! but still... Whatever that we'll be giving, you gotttttta love it too I tell you! & anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! we're very happy for IDK what reasons and just wanna wish you all the best! HAHAHA! (idk if you will read this today but yah!) Any other things would have been written down & all, so wait for those to reach you in-time-to-comeeeee~
Thank you for the care, concern, motivations, little gifts & erm wonderful time this year!time, fliessss~
You've been a greaaaat blessing to me&the rest!
Happy 24th love! :)
P.s (Hurry come back please, we miss you like how much!)

HAIRPEEEEE!

Fri, 11 Sep 2009 17:37:43 GMT

Im very happpppppy! :D It's good to be happpppppy though! <3

FIRST
Had FC meeting with my darlings on the 090909! quite a few turned up which is goooood! the place we were at was windy, breezy & just perfect. we should make that our LAO DI FANG from now on <3

SECOND
Had clique dinner with my favs at fairfieldddd! soooooo many of them turned up! even those that didnt see for soooo long like zijian! I was late so the whole gang waited for me-.- dinner was at the sail which was reaally good :D we watched tv shows on the projector hahahahhaa! very nice! we walked from raffles place - merlion park - esplanade, & went back to where I was in the afternoon-.- hahahaha! den we wanted t get a ice cream cone from macs at MS but closed, so we train-ed home together! love the night<3

THIRD
went COMEX IT fair on Thurs! the first day of the show and it was already packed please! hahahaha! bought a new cameraaaaaaaa! omg xiao hei wo xi huan <3 loveeeeee the quality of the pictures and everything about this new love! <3 had really yummy cheesy toasted bagel & java chip at starbucks before that! love afternoon like this <3 dinner was at this shanghai restaurant which serve really big portion food luckily we shared AND nice dessert! :D gonna go back to the IT fair on sunday! cos mummy wana get a netbook! & maybe a new phone for her! blackberrrrrrry hopefully! gonna look around! :D

FOURTH
HAD A SUPER GOOD TIME LAUGHING THE WHOLE NIGHT WITH MY LOVE OVER MSN! -.0 hahahahahhahaha! super disgusting smiley that i came up with! hahha! & playing with the stupid fortune teller thinggy with pervz, we 2 laughed like mad omg hahahaha! <3 & yao zi played on 933 cos min en called in again! <3

FIFTH
Lingxy's farewell party at her house tomrrow! and den to saturday service! :) means cant see ec on sunday!

SIXTH
PLEASE HELP ME VOTE FOR WEIJIAN UNDER THE MOST POPULAR MALE SINGER CATEGORY PLEASE THANK YOU VERY MUCH YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU <3

http://www.singaporehitawards.sg/awards2.htm

5 votes per IP add a day! so pleaseeeeeeee thanksieeeee! :D

LAST
Should I buy a holga cammy or a diana camera!! =/ still thinkingggggg...

I wanna watch my show already, bb.

Your heart will lead you home~

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 18:02:53 GMT

WOWSIE. I've not blogged for sooooooo long!
Anyways, this week or rather last week was really fruitful! <3

Couldnt really remembered what reallllly happened but still...I'd my first ambass duty mobile pod@cedar girls! with faith & henry! I rmb he was soooo late we were late for duty tsktsk! dennnn went to watch the time traveler's wife at vivo with yuheng! The movie was really good I mean the book itself is already good! hahahha! :) den went for grp3 gathering at sam's house!! The company was good & all! :D they're like biggggg love! we played the polar bear version of murderer & detectives! It was superrrrrr funny! HAHAHA! & the last round was omg, i think for like damn long tsktks! but still fun! :D den had SLRD duty in school! knew more ambass this time round! veryyyyyy fun! :) :) den went for lunch at market with a grp of them! We went to like bukit timah plaza den we walked one round and because of wilson's convincing of gg market we walked to market again! HAHAHA! spent like dont know how long to decide! we found kbox khakis too! HAHAHA! it was fun lah! den home, den went out!

5th sept was really loveee! The bday surprise we planned for mierngz ange & qx for 1 week was kinda failed -.- hahahahahaha! Though all the emails & private message we sent through forum and emails was like kinda success cos they were really scared when I signed off as secret admirer & say until damn disgusting they were disgusted HAHAHAHA! Me&pervz had fun laughing our heads off when they mentioned about the fifthseptember person(US) hahahahahha! -.- damn lame but still very funnnnny!

Mierngz was like HOW LATE!(TSKTSK) :P den we went upstairs to like "find" the "mystery person" haha! ange spoilt her own surprise cos she actually saw jolene&qinghui before meeting me wthhhhh! hahahaha! den we went up, some stranger passed us a paper which we wrote on before meeting them-.- about "close your eyes, walk 5 steps to your right, turn right & open your eyes" mierngz was like shocked hahahahahah! den they went but NEVER CLOSE THEIR EYES. den qingxia saw serene -.- hahaha! den we walked to the cake the rest appeared hahahha! It was fun lah! den we crossed the road to look for somewhere for steamboat! otw we saw sherlyn & Im so sure I shocked her -.- Im so sorry hahaha! I was very happy to see you yknow! :D :D den we settled at tian tian-.- (SUCHA WRONG DECISION) tsktsk! the place just ... we were really DISGUSTED. yucks. even the drink, THE DRINK IN THE CUP has a layer of oil on top, the tables blabla all oily, the food just -.- but still, the company was gooood! occasionally screaming "OUCH!" cos of the splat of oil hahaha! but all those nonsense & laughing at the table was good hehe! den we'd to cross back to bugis we were screaming lah! -.- cos we all scared, dont dare to cross the road LOL!!

Sat down outside diva there to talk till 10+ for more than half an hour I guess! very niceeeee! we were talking about our FC, talk about people, talk about the stuffs to do, stuffs to expect and all! I loveeeeee you all hen duo hen duo <3 <3 den we trained homeeee stinky. ok not really, cos I sprayed my bodyshop spray on all of them (Pervz quote:now we all smell like sighz) HAHAHA! very nice weekend<3

Yesterday was church, sol2 & bbq at stellar! It was goooood! Cos its like appreciation dinner for hongsan, wien & peter hahaha! the food was goood! weijian's bbq-ed banana chocolate marshmallow was like HEAVENLY seriously hahaha! den managed to catch up with whix! omg omg <3 love talking t her!

TODAY.
Tiring TTM. walked from PS - FEP greaaaaaat. was doing something with 2 others hahaa! Fun lah, but damn tiring :( asians are friendlier than like erm ang mohs, from what we did today please! quite unexpected though but still hahaha!

(WLE, this face very qian zou a bit haha! Cos I can't wink for nuts-.-, but still very cute right! hehe!)

According t the time, it's 8th means.
9 DAYS DOWN TO JIANS BIRTHDAY! <3 Im so glad you're feeling a lot better now love! got me all so excited when he mentioned about disney songs in the tweet! I loveeee disney songs<3

&OMG. tomorrow, must go for injectionnnnnnnn! UGH UGH UGH. damn I hate needles I really hate it! :( wo bu yao lah! but no choice siol cos gg hk :(
and mummy's gg facial tmr, gonna tag along to do my brows! eww to the messy eyebrows hahaha!
WEDNESDAY 090909 FC MEETING! <3 <3 Project-Djeirainc2! I so can't wait to meet my lovelies<3
update again tata!

Thursday, September 03, 2009

Thu, 03 Sep 2009 16:59:42 GMT

Everything's gonna be alright :)
It will be ok in the end... cos if it's not ok, it's not the end!

Hello love, living up to people's expectations is indeed tiring when it gets too stressing upon you, but you gotta know that thats because you have the potential to go further yep! It's not easy, I know... but you will learn :) You've always been someone that motivates a lotttt, someone that knows where you are heading to.. maybe for a moment now you're lost, but you WILL find it back you will. be it the passion, the love you share on stage and all, things will slowly start to pick up once again as youre finding it back!

I guess you need the time... we will wait, for you :) after all we've waited for so long isnt it! ;)
Sleeep early please! dont daze too much cos you will think more hehehe! :P

Hope you're feeling alright jian!
we miss you!
Loveeeeee, siiiii! <3